I hear, I feel, I think by Haley Barnett

I feel your hand go limp in mine,

I feel the heat leaving it, making it cold to the touch,

I hear the defing beep of the mashie telling me that you are gone.

I feel the tears threting to fall,

I feel the world still going on,

I feel dad behind me like a silent giant,

I feel the shove as I was pushed out of the way,

I hear myself trying to tell them that she did not want to be brought back.

I think that I feel no diffent,

I think others should hear my silent sobs,

I think dad is ok,

I think the world will end,

I want to hear the world ending,

I feel like the world is ending.

I don't hear dad for a long time,

I don't feel dad for a long time,

I don't think for a long time,

I don't feel for a long time,

I can't do anything,

I don't want to do anything,

I don't think I can,

Now that she is gone.

She helped me think,

She helped me feel,

She helped me hear.

How am I sapost to do all that,

Now that she is gone.