It's Sad by Mohammad Khalil

Its really sad to know someone and betray them. Its sad when you look me straight in the eye and lie to me. Its sad when you didn't help them up when they fall. its sad that you mad them cry. Its sad that you hurt them and be careless about it. Its sad when you bully them. Its sad to know that you like to hurt people and make them cry so you could be satisfied, just because you don't want to cry what gives you the right to make us cry. You used to never be this sad until that day, that one stupid ass fucking day the day where I feel like it is my fault that you sniffed all that bullshit into your body but i was wrong you chose to do so, it was your decision not mine, Its sad that you turned out this way, Its sad because we could have been high school buddies, college buddies, room mates, and soon to be friends that sit on their porch when we are old and worn out talking about nonsense. It said because such a small hit could turn you into a miserable creature a fiend who stole from me not just materials but my heart. Its sad because you didn't know how much I loved you, You didn't know how much I cared about you, you didn't know it but I have always looked at your beautiful face, Long and curly hair, eyes of an angle, personality of the best girl I have ever seen. I always thought that if we were ever to be together it would probably last forever no matter how much the divorce rate is in america not matter what people say, I loved you enough to live my life with you But, its sad you took that hit, without hesitation without even notifying me your best friend that loved you and wanted to be more than friends, its sad now that I stand over your grave paying my respect to the very girl I loved. I throw my roses down along with this letter, its sad this is the last time i will ever see you. Its sad because I never had the chance to tell you I loved you. I LOVE YOU.