Letter By Lara Mrgic

You don't care Its obvious. Though you say otherwise. You play girls. One second your holding my hand and the next your with her. I understand she's your girlfriend. This isn't the first time we've been through this. And when your with her and see me too, you look as if your trying to hard just not to glance at me. That your ashamed. I've always been the other girl for you. The pot on the back burner. Were you trying to ignore what you felt? Becasue you put on a front as if your the worlds best boyfriend. But yet she doesnt know. And temptation always seems to seek you. And you give in. Your tempted with me, always have been. Im something your not use to. Forbidden Fruit tastes the sweetest. Thats why you and I desire each oither. Though I could never date you. Though im different I could never change you. Its up to you wether you want to keep putting on a front or actually be faithful. As much as I  love you. I could never tell you. The connection within our eyes say it all.. You got me starry-eyed. She's Naive and doesn't want to believe she's in love with 'one of those guys' instead of some prince charming. But these last years, my eyes have always been wide. And I didn't let your looks decieve me. Im no fool. But just because I knew what I was getting myself into doesn't meen it hasn't hurt. In fact, it has. And I can't deny it wasn't the worst pain i've ever felt. I've tried repeatly to hide what I felt that was true. But when something so real comes along.. in a way you forget all that you knew. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up.. I've put up with it long enough. Im not sure when the right time to tell you this would be. But i've realized the key to my happiness is when its just you and me. love always, me.