Jackie by MacKenzie Bush

Jackie. Jackie isn't just a name to me… Jackie is my sister, and
honestly she's not just my sister. I feel like when I try to explain
her, words don't even begin to explain. Words aren't powerful enough
to make someone feel what I am feeling. I want everyone to have a
'Jackie' in their life. Jackie is the person I look too to find
myself. When I don't know what I am saying or feeling, she does. And
trust me; I don't know what I'm feeling a lot so it helps to have her
there. I have a way with closing off people when it comes to personal
things about myself, but her…I can't keep anything from her. She's the
person I cry to, laugh with, say 'I love you' to probably more then 500
times a day, but I never want her to forget just how much she means to
me. She's the person I think of when people tell me 'If you weren't
here tomorrow who would you want to tell your last goodbye to.' I would
tell her everything I think when I look at her glowing beautiful face
every day. How she may not know it but her alone makes my day that
much better. I would tell her how I want to be just like her and that
everyone makes mistakes but she somehow makes you forget all about
them. I would tell her how when she smiles, truly smiles, her whole
face lights up and you can't help but feel happy inside when you look
at her. Scott. Scott is the person that makes her light up. He's her
'Jackie,' and let me tell you there is no one as happy as I am to know
that she found her 'Jackie.' To have a 'Jackie' is what makes life
worth living. Knowing all you have to do is look at that person and
feel at calm with yourself, like your troubles just left you for a
second and all you can think about is how you truly were blessed to
have this person in your life. I believe in soul mates. I believe it
can be anyone… a lover, a mother, a coach, a pet, a best friend, a
sister, anyone. One you feel like not just you as people connect, but
your soul connects. A feeling deep deep deep down inside that is past
your heart. You feel it in every inch of your body. The person that
you work the hardest for, the person that inspires you, the person that
you miss even when they are there, the person you feel empty without…
the person right across the hall.